Hmms, school has started and man it sucks! The day is so long and the time passes so so slowly. I would also feel so dead tired whenever the inspirational bell rings and i would drag myself home and PLOP onto the bed to sleep. And yes, this have been my life ever since school started.
It wasnt a very good start for me in school thanks to FOO TOON CHENG! It was the 26th of march and its our One year 3 month anniversary. Supposedly, he was to come and fetch me and he PROMISED me. But at around 12+pm, when i didnt receive his call, i knew that he would either be late or he would not even come. And yes, he didnt come because he fucking overslept. He promised me he would not be late, and in the end, not only was he late, he DIDNT EVEN COME! Was so pissed off and angry but simmered down after awhile. So yeahh, we didnt even meet on that day.
Today, he was suppose to take me out to dinner. And because it was so late already, plus he was going to meet his friends first, i didnt want to meet him in the end. Anyways, i also think he doesnt like me around when he`s with his friend because he cannot do all the stupid things lahhh! Such a fuckerr lah! Promised to take me to Aijisen and in the end, we would not meet each other! So irritatingggg!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. kk.. shall stop here alrdy
Love marcus foo toon cheng! Haha.. <3 MmMmMuacks!
Hmms, blogger was down yesterday. Blogged but it couldnt publish it, so decided to blog today instead.
Went to Plaza singapura to find hubby and enoch ytd. Ended up waited like a fool for them because they were in the bus and there was a traffic jam. Walked around with a bleeding vagina which is so fucking uncomfortable. Ha ha ha! Ate at swensens, HUBBY`s treat. Wanted to eat at thai express actually but the queue was so long, so since swensens was next door, we just went there to eat. Hehs.. All of us ate fish and chips and its not very yummy! I gave one piece to hubby and enoch ate 2 pieces of my fish. Haha. I think that its more suitable to eat swensens when you wanna eat yummy ice cream! Haha.. but still, i prefer Ben and jerry`s ice cream. =x
After eating, i saw aijisen and told hubby tht we should have ate at aijisen. More wu hua! Haha..Wanted to watch 'Just my luck' actually, but because the movie starts at 11+, we decided against it because by the time the movie ends, there would be no more bus or train. So we slacked at 7-11 for awhile. I bought chocolates. Bought this strawberry chocolate, didnt know the price and when i paid for it, i got a shock because it was $4.30 for 10-12 tiny pieces of chocolate and it isnt very yummy. Eat a few pieces den siannn! Haha..Hubby sent me home. Love it when he hugs me in the train and plants many many kisses on me! Just love the feeling lahh. Haha. Thats why i love to meet him so much because he treats me so well when we`re tgt but when we`re not, thats a total different story already! haha.
Anyways, i watched the video of the so called ah lians beating and stripping the 13 yr old girl. Felt so disgusted. Its so obvious they 'Da chi xiao', somemore 3 against 1. Dunno why tht 13 yr old girl so stupid, dun wanna fight back, just sit there give them beat. Anyways, the way they beat also not hiong, all i hear is 'piak piak piak'. LOL! And their dressing is like so year 2000. Big shirt, small jeans/pants and no need to see, i also can guess what`s in their back pocket, a long long wallet kiap a long sharp orange comb! Haha.. Aiya.. wadever it is, those 'ah lians' would get their retribution. As the saying goes, 'What goes around comes around'. Hahs!
k lahh, shall stop here alrdy.
<3 Marcus foo! x) Muacks
Hais, i was such a fool. I guess there is not even a little hope left for us. Marcus said he`ll take me to the movies today and i was so happy. I woke up at 1.30pm because of my cramps. Managed to fall asleep again and woke up at 4-ish. Was so happy and couldnt wait for him to call me to get ready to meet him. But yet, disappointments fills me again. I waited and waited and waited.
Just received his call, and since its so late alrdy, and by the time i get ready and put on my makeup, it would already be 10+. By the time i reach there, it would be 11+ already, so we are not meeting today. Hais.. so sad.
Our r/s seems to be turning sour alrdy. The tighter i try to hold on to him, the more rebellious he would get, the more irritating he would find me. But yet, if i let him have his freedom, i would not feel at ease and i would not feel secured. Which girl doesnt wanna feel secured with her bf? Hais.. school is reopening and yet instead of being bothered with the tons of homework i`ve not done, im bothered by all this problems in my love life..
Will someone give me some really good advice?
This is just gonna be another naggy random entry.
Hais, I know some things are better left unsaid but if i dont say it, i am just torturing myself.
It seems that marcus and me are loving one moment, and the next, we would be quarrelling like crazy. I feel like im his spare. Whenever his friends are not free to accompany him or he is bored, he would think 'oh, nvm.. still got samantha'. Im always the last to come into his mind. Whenever he is bored, he would call all his friends before calling me. Whenever he goes out late at night and misses his last bus, he would call all his friends and ask if he could stay over for the night, and if none is available, its okay, ' CALL SAMANTHA'.
Today, my mom called the aircon men to come over to change our aircons, so my mom asked me to ask marcus over to accompany me so that there would at least be a guy in the hse rather than only just 4 girls. At first, the aircon men said that they would be coming on monday, so i asked marcus if he could stay over on sunday. He said yes but he had to guai guai stay at home for 2 days to please his ah mah, but last minute, the aircon pple changed it to today, which is wednesday..So he went to stay over at his friends house on sunday instead of mine. Tht sunday was the day i was so so sick and yet he wasnt there for me at all, except for the time he send me home. Anyways, I asked him to stay over on tuesday. He said okay. But yesterday, last minute, he suddenly remembered it was enoch`s bday, so he went down to town to accompany enoch. We quarrelled and i told him i didnt want him to come over to my house anymore, and he really didnt come. No words can describe the amount of disappointment i have for him. Throughout the whole night yesterday, i was wishing deep down in my heart, hoping that he would catch the last train and surprise me, but he didnt. So in the end, he told me he would come to my house early in the morning, 6plus 7plus. I said ok. I slept at 4-ish and i woke up at 7+ 8 and asked him where he was, he said at enoch`s house. I called a couple of times and he got irritated with me. In the end, he came at 10plus. He came, asked me to cook food for him, ate, and went to sleep. He woke up at 6+ and told me he was hungry, i heated some food up for him while he went to bathe. He ate, changed, and left. I only had so little time with him today. Hais..
Now, he says he needs to go to town. He said he had dunno wad daiji. I asked if he was going to ton and he said no, he said he had to go home because later his ah mah not happy and now, his HP batt is flat, and there`s no way i can contact him. I thought he would catch the last bus home so i msged enoch ard 11.30 and asked if marcus was still with him. And he was. Marcus called me with cedric`s phone and i asked him why isnt he going home yet. He said he NOT GOING HOME SO EARLY. I really dont understand why he keeps lying to me nowadays. He says he doesnt treat me as a spare, but why do i feel like im one?
Even when i was at my weakest, when i was so sick and needed him by my side, he wasnt there. Yet when he was sick, i was always by his side. I turned the fridge upside down just to look for strepsils for him. I help him to pour water whenever he wants it and when he had a bad cough, i helped him pat his chest to relieve the pain from it. Wad about me? When i was sick, he only asked if i was feeling better.. only asked me to drink more water, dont eat this, dont eat that. Why cant he show me his care through his actions? Im really so sad. Whenever he is with his friends, he treats me like dirt. He scolds me all sorts of things infront of his friends, degrades me calling me a bitch/whore, asking me to fuck a dog/cat. I am a girl and i do have limits to my emotions. I may be stronger than other girls but that doesnt mean i dont break down easily too. But yet when it is just me and him alone, he treats me like his little princess, being ever so sweet to me. It seems that after he has done the sweetest thing to me and make me feel loved all over again, he would turn around and say things and do things that he knows would cause alot of hurt to me. Is love a game we`re playing ? He mends my heart and break it, mends it and breaks it..and yet, one sweet thing he does can cover all the horrid thing he have said to me. Hais.. im so confuseddd!
My heart hurts from all the pain he have inflicted on it ( ::"-":: )
Hmms, school is gonna reopen soon. So siann! Time really flies during the holidays. I think im gonna be in deep shit when i return to school because i did not go for any of the extra lessons held on the first week of school nor did i go for the music marathon auditions today. Hah..
Celebrated hubby`s 16th birthday on friday. Went to eat at 'Allson hotel'. Ate the buffet there. $21 per person. Not tht ex lahh. x) Haha. I ate abit only because hubby and his friends have all eaten except me. So when i ate finish, i didnt dare to go and take somemore. Haha.. After which, we went to e-games because all the boys wanna play dota. And i was the only girl lahh! Watched hubby play and he looks so so charming ! They played one game only and we left. Went to cedric`s house to slack. Stayed there til around 6+ 7am den headed home with hubby. =) Hubby woke up early and left because he had to go down to dover. Haiis.. missed him so much!
Hubby and his good friends! x)
Hubby! Haha. I was so bored lahh! =x
Yesterday, i went to J8 with hubby to catch garfield 2. The show is quite okay but i think part one was much better than 2. I was feeling so fucking unwell ytd. I had a terrible body ache, flu and fever. While watching the movie halfway, i cried because i couldnt stand the pain any longer. I was feeling so cold that even when i wore hubby`s jacket, i still felt so cold ! After the movie, hubby send me home. I watched tv for awhile before removing my make-up. I headed to bed and that was the worst night i ever had. I kept waking up because of my aching back and i felt so hot ! (-________-") I went out of the room and slept on the sofa instead and i felt so cold. (-______-") Haha. But i guess im feeling all better now except for the flu. I think im gonna develop a sore troat because my troat feels so so dry and no matter how much water i drink, i still feel so so thirsty. Haha.
Oh ya, i caught the show 'Runaway vacation'. Not as funny as i thought and in fact, it was a lil boring.. Haha.
Humpf! Hubby cheat behind my back! =(
Hubby acting like a retarded!
Enoch joining him as a retarded! =x
Ok, thats all pple. Bye bye!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY HUBBY! <3 you. Muack
Hmms, didn`t blog ytd because blogger was down when i logged in and i was so sleepy so i decided to blog today instead. Ytd hubby accompanied me to wild wild wet. SO BORING LEH! He didnt want to play anything because he say got alot of little kids den i force him play, he would look like a little kid too. So we sat 2 slides, the skyrider , we played in the wave pool and cos i was too short and my legs couldnt touch the floor, hubby kept holding on to me bcos he was afraid i would drown (-______-") So there was once when a big wave came which separated the both of us and hubby almost drowned because he was looking for me! Hehe. So sweet can! Afterwhich, we went to swim in the shiok river and hubby piggy-backed and carried me. I loved it when we were in the river cos i felt so loved! Aww.. And after that, because i injured myself, hubby didnt allow me to play anymore. =( Haiis..
After we bathed, we went to find enoch. Went to eat dinner at fatty weng at Guillemard road. The xian yu cao fan and sambal kang kong is uber nice! Haha. After eating, we slacked there and talk talk talk den we left to take bus 7 to dhoby ghaut. Hubby and enoch send me home and on the train, enoch kept disturbing the passengers, DAMN DAMN FUNNY! Haha. So after we reached my home, kissed hubby gdbye and i played the comp til abt 3+am before i slept. Slept all the way til 5+pm. Hehe. Im such a pig i know. Hubby`s bday is coming! Yay Yay! Hehe
I love my hubby RATATA! Hehe! ;P
LAOGONG! NI ZAI NA LI? =( Where`d you go? I miss you so! Hais. cant wait to see you tml. =) Love you lots baby! Muacks
Siannnn, gonna meet hubby on sunday and i honestly cant wait for that day to come. Have been rotting the whole fucking day for the past few days i`ve not been blogging. Sleeping early in the mornings at 8+am and waking up late in the evenings at 6+pm. Hehs, gonna go to wild wild wet with hubby on monday next week. Im so excited and happy! But poor baby, he fell down while cycling down some steps and he told me he is injured quite badly. =( Hais! But he still didnt break his promise of bringing me to wild wild wet. =) I just love my baby so so much! Hehes.. It seems that after our One year anniversary, the time seems to be passing so slowly. On the 26th this month would only be our one year three month (-______-") Hahs. And on the 17th would be hubby`s 16th birthday and i`ve got the 100ml Escada sentiments for him. I dont mind typing it here because he knows about it and he have already USED it. So it was kind of an early bdae pressie.x) Siannn..just so siannn. x( Miss my baby so much, shall go wait for his call. Tatas!
Sammie <3 Marcus
Went to Wild Wild Wet on friday with crushiee, xiaozhu, yingxiu, leens and angela. Damn FUN! I love the samsung slide UP or is it down? Haha. Wadever lahh, it never fails to make me feel like pee-ing when im at the top of the slide about to be pushed down. Me and crush separated from the other 4 because they didnt dare to play the samsung slide up so both of us were on our own. Damn funny! We kept screaming and laughing and screaming and laughing. Sat the Uler-lah, so funn so fun! Haha. We sat the bicycle in the sky thingy, SO SO SCARY. Im afraid of heights lahhh. Haha. And we kept braking the thing and screaming and we were cycling SO SO slowly. AHhhh.. SO FUN! Wanna go back again with hubby and crushiee and her bf. Its gonna be so fun! Teeheehee!
Left WWW at 5+. Went to bathe and make up and left for town with crushiee. Slacked at cineleisure for awhile before crush accompanied to find hubby. After i met up with hubby, crush left and went home. Slacked at Orchard emerald with hubby and cedric. Waited for his friends enoch and anthony den we went to cedric house. Hubby and friends played Risk and i was so tired i fell asleep while lying on hubby`s lap. Haha. After they played, hubby asked me to go up to cedric`s bed to sleep. I actually paiseh one, but i so tired lahhhhhhh! Haha. So i went onto the bed. But after that, i realised i couldnt sleep anymore. Haha. So i went downstairs to find hubby and his friends. They were eating. After eating, me, hubby and enoch went back to cedric`s room and they went to smoke while i rotted inside the room. After smoking, we watched a VCD and after that, hubby and me went up to cedric`s bed to sleep. Slept til 10am+ next morning and went home. Watched scary movie 4 halfway den bth le, i pull hubby go sleep. Thats all le! Hehs..
LOVE MY HUBBY SO MUCH! Muacks..!
Going to wild wild wet with crushiee, leens, zhu, xiu and angela tomorrow. Sad thing tht becks and beat would not be coming, surely miss out all the fun! haha. Anyways, went to the pasar malam with my sisters today and we bought so much junk food! Ahhh.. gonna put on weight again! =( Siannn.... Shall upload some
pictures bah.. since i havent been updating on pictures..Hehes
Go to these links to see my albums! x)
1. http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2105750839 [Hubby`s pictures]
Well, there are a few pictures in there of me and him and i dunno how to delete it. haha.. =x
2. http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2105751392 [My zi-lian pictures]
3. http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2105751784 [Our pictures]
Well, actually there are many pictures of me&him tgt but im lazy to upload. yeahh.. so thats all..BYE! x)
Sammie <3 Marcus
